Dear you

"They call it, you call it, we call it I call it love"

Simple enough that your smile is all I need

Simple enough that your warmth is all I want

Simple enough that your love is how I live,

I think Love you... no...I know Its true.

I can't  believe how blessed I am,

To have and to hold your sweet heart and call it mine

This feeling is unexplainable, its unimaginable,

 'Never thought I'd find a love like this'

I know we have our differences 

You dream with your eyes open, making each imagination your life's reality. 

I do the exact opposite... but it magically fits, 

I could call it perfect, my safe haven, just like I feel when I hold your hand.

'I Love You'... is not a good enough explanation.

I love the eyes you watch  me through

I love the gates that bridge your lips

I love the scent you carry, I love your fingers,

I love the depth of your heart.

It feels like I'm living in a dream world, and you my shining knight in armour

Imperfect to the outside world, yet just right for me.

  If this isn't GOD's plan...then I would spend days of tears and pain

knowing that I could never find your love so true, 

yet I will find solace in the thought that someone could love me better than you

(In my present mind this will never be true)

Its easy to talk, easier to listen, to the light banter you only share with me

while the world believes you to be so hushed...(I like that).

Although we have our disagreements, our views sometimes clash,

but I know that GOD is still at work within us,

making us perfect in age, health, wisdom, grace, wealth, joy and peace.

That when the time comes we can utter the simple words for the world to know.

  Your love forever, whether apart or together.

"You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever."

What is most Important 2 you????
who? what?, when? How? and WHY??  
well here is my list.....

1) CAN U SAY JESUS????
I believe I am super blessed 2 b born 2 an Christian Family... Trust me, don't let d innocent face fool u for I have definitely sinned and come short of his glory...YET with GOD's AMAZING!! guidance (though at times I don't feel like being guided)  Its a great feeling 2 have GOD as a foundation... I am definitely sure that my future is secure and I am discovering who I AM EACH DAY.....SOOO GO GET SOME!!!!

2) Famalia 

I LOVE MY FAMILY.... AND NOBODY MESSES WITH MY FAMILY!!!!!!....I have the BEST dad in the whole world...trust me my FATHER IS THE BEST FATHER FOR MEE...AND My MOTHER!!! Is a great woman who teaches her children the art of love and sacrifice... that women daily sacrifices her every thing 4 her family and therefore combined create a lovely haven for their children...Yep thats why I am mostly at home...ITS ALWAYS FUN....

Then comes my siblings MY BABY-JOSHUA... the kid can bombard you with millions of questions & at times its like dude is there an off button 2 this boy hehehe... but I have a special bond with the kid...my dancing partner/fashion adviser "NO Tola that doesn't look good" or you look nice are you going out?) he is there with his kiddish wisdom guiding me even though at times I am his disciplinarian TOFUNMI - the silent one.,...hehehe people sometimes misunderstand her quietness for shyness but I tell u d girl is growing up 2 b a strong WOMAN...(don't be messing with her she will take u down) they say your sister is d only best friend u have and will need and I am discovering that with each new day...(I do love my other best friends) but u dont have 2 work 4 a sister it is what GOD has destined see a family is destined by GOD... GOD knows that through that family by each individual you will become who he has intended for u to become as they say what does'nt kill you will only make u SUPERRR STRONGERR hehehe.

OH YEAH SHOUT OUT 2 ALL MY AUNTS, UNCLES, COUSINS... THIS GOES OWT 2 YOU AS WELL..AND THE PEEPS at RCCG NEW ZEALAND Victory House Parish ... who else can u consider as your family than you church????

 
 
3) THE BESTIES

JESSICA & ABBY:
I love how different we are, yet still manage to fit perfectly... I love the fact that I dOnt hve2 pretend and yallz always have my back.
...I know that I can always count on u guys through thick and thin...
DUNNI & DEBBIE: Church sisters I love yallz
My girls from African Group:

I LOVE THESE GIRLS SO MUCH...The bestest friends a girls could wish for, its funny the things we get up to

ABOLICA-The Sauce

Walking inTO window's, walls and poles 

eating ice cream together

Sitting at THE spot

Eating HOT chipp

Practicing FOR a Dance

At the mall, shopping with no money.(Window shopping)

 The guys....Yallz ARE COOL, Like brotherss esspecially when you annoy me.

I have 2 go finish my dishes but will finish this l83r ...if I hvent mentiond u... I am getting 2 it xoxoxo

The existance of love

Is it real... is it true...  

do u believe him when he stares you in the eye.

3 letter words... 

3-3-3 that's sacred our number...  

3 days to know 3 weeks 2 fall 3 months the sweetest gap... 

I do I do I do I do I DO.... believe in the promise of your word...

yet what holds me back, what holds us back?.. 

what is that silent beat...we are inclined 2 step 2.

Shouldn't it be free? an expression & gift... the reality is that we only have one life to live... 

why shouldn't I  know that with you 3ternity would be a sweet and perfect ease.

That's what I want.... That's What I NEED..?

 

Zephenaih 3:17

My LORD, My GOD
 is Mighty To Save
My LORD, My GOD
Delights in me

I used to walk in sin
I used to live in pain
holding on to the burdens of my past
tormented by the fears of tomorrow

My LORD, My GOD
is Mighty To Save
My LORD, My GOD
Delights in me

For my GOD has a plan for me
even though I fall short of his glory
wiping my tears away,
he still has a love song for me


My LORD, My GOD
is Mighty To Save
My LORD, My GOD
Delights in me

Jesus you know my heart,
you know my breathes
you know the hairs that crown my head
you make me strong
you make me smile
rejoicing over me with singing

My LORD, My GOD
 is Mighty To Save
My LORD, My GOD
Delights in me

FOOLS

Fools Fools Fools

You don't even know her.

You can't understand

How dare you sit down and judge

How dare you Look down upon her

she is not a stray pup

oh is it because of what you hear?

is it because of  what dem witches dat gossip behind her back?

You forget that all you are is jealous

You stand and point from a distance

Laughing at her mistakes

you shake your head and roll your eyes

Chai! you really have a nerve.

Fools Fools Fools

If only you  would pause for a second

and look her in the eye

I said look her in the eye

AHH you see!!! Isn't she glorious

Look how her land is crowned in grace

see how the sun it's self shines on her Beauty.

Ha ha and you thought her children were starved.

Look hw they shine, see how they glisten.

YOU even tried to teach them to read and write. Hahahahah MADNESS!!

Can't you see that her sons are doctors, Her daughters are lawyers.

Chineke!!!(GOD) see flocks of bankers, architects, Phd holders, Proffessors, directors, CEO'S, actors, managers, singers. HAhahah did'nt they tell you that her 1st child is the president of america that white mans land near the two sea? YES!!

  Fools Fools Fools

So you believed the rumors

(Hiss) Idiotic clones can't you think for your selves.

Listen well and open your ears

is it not him who created you..him created her as well

Listen well and open your ears

is she not your fore fathers sister?

Listen well and open your ears

stop hearing that magic box that talks but never listen*

Listen well and open your ears

if you ain't known go find out for yourselves

Listen well and open your ears

i will not repeat my self twice

Listen well and open your ears

I swear you this in front of jah himself

Mother AFRICA's reign will never end.

Remember That?

Here I lay,
watching you put your jacket on,
there you go,Out my door
walking like you are mad and not coming back
I promised you forever, do you remember that?

I can't move,
release me now
trice you pulled the trigger, now let it go
holding me like a prisoner, now let us go
You promised me forever, do you remember that?

Through the glass
I glance at love's bitter mist
Looking on yesterday, thinking of how you proved them wrong
every one though you the one for me
Other guys they would not see.
They declared us 'forever', I remember that

Now all I'm left with are the pain of the past
you heard that hearts don't break
so you paralyzed mine in spite
how can't I replay...you used to make me laugh
how can I forget... Once love, so easy and simple
no strings attached...
now all I'm left with are complicated words and excuses,
an essence of regret watching my steps
you promised me forever
....seems you forgot that

A Conversation with GOD

Here I am so where are you?
Here it is so where is your's?
I don't believe in Love
I won't believe in Love. So STOP!!
Just saveyour breath.
Who are you to make me whole?
Who are youto heal my wounds?
What do you know to understand my pain?
What have youseen to portray my heartache?.
Who are you to make me whole?
Who are you to heal my wounds.

Show yourself! Coward.
What do you fear that you hide your face?
What makes you so great that you set the pace?
My pulse Quickens- Smite Me-Killr
This world has damaged me enough...

Forgive my wickedness, Forgive my hatred
This world has left me so Cold and Alone
My tracks are stopped through the transitions of life
The heavy fog intercept my journey
Where am I going? Who am I? What am I?
Am I truly worth it? I am the worst
Am I truly worth it? Drenched in filth
Am I truly worth it? Drowned in my sins
Am I truly worth it? Did you die for nothing?

What I would give for a new heart,
What I would sacrifice for a Virgin mind
Do you understand me? How well do you know me.
I want to know you but I am teased with snipets and glimpse
Show yourself I beg, prove yourself I plead.
Let me know you, So that I may Love again.
Show me your greatness, REVEAL your wonders
So that I may know that you Oh GOD are REAL.

HIS RESPONSE

I am the Comforter
I am the Prince of Peace
I hold your Hand
I am your Lover
I am your Father
I hold your Hand
I am your Healer
I am the Giver
I hold your Hand
I see your pain
I hear you crys
I hold your hand
I have crowned you with glory
I have adorned you with honour
I know you by name
I hold your hand
My presence will go with you
For I HOLD YOUR HAND.
I encompase you with compassion
I delight in your joy
I hold your hand
You are worth more than diamonds
I gave up my life for you
I hold your hand
I am the alpha , I am the Omega
I HOLD YOUR HAND